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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 1, 2005 20:48:57 GMT -5
Sometimes I love everyone....and sometimes it's different.... But lately it seems to be that I have a lot of love just floating around....but I mean....You know? Like.... But I do love everyone really...All the time it's just sometimes I don't want to be around them....and there really are some people that I love to death.....I really do.. I seem to be thinking a lot this summer and I dunno it seems to be pretty good so far....Like I am making some decisions that seem to be making me a bit happier.... I really have realized that everything I have gone through may have sucked at the time but it has only helped me...It has somehow changed me or made me stronger and you know I'm still alive...I'm still kicking...I'm still playing this game.... I used to wonder if I would make it....I wondered if stuff would be to hard for me...But I think I am stronger then I thought.....I'm braver and more self controlled....As for my emotions well I still have to get a hold of them... I really think that if I got the chance to change something..anything I wanted...I don't think I would change anything about myself...Because I am me...and everything I have gone through has made me who I am and what I am is basically the scars...Should I not wear them? The things we go through my be hard...They may tear us apart but once we overcome them....We may not realize it but they have somehow helped us...shaped us...made us who we are.... So bring it on.... <3...
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 1, 2005 21:09:09 GMT -5
aw.. that's what I would call a movie moment..
you go girl!(yeah saying that overenthusiastically.)
get happy..... yeah...
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 1, 2005 21:19:19 GMT -5
Kind of did sound like a movie moment there eh?
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 1, 2005 21:36:28 GMT -5
oh just a little *holds arms out really far to show how much...*
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 1, 2005 22:44:12 GMT -5
There is no one on at all to talk to...FOOHY!
Eh well JP is on but I tried to IM him to tell him I got a new s/n and he didn't answer so he is prolly playing a game....So I can't even talk to him!
What is going on? There is no one to talk tooooooooooo!
I'm lonely...*sniff*
There wasn't anyone to talk to on my other list either...Darn me for not talking to so many people...
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 2, 2005 12:27:53 GMT -5
heh heh heh heh
I would have stayed on longer but noooooooooooo..
dang I'm white...ow ow ow WRIST!
um....
heh I usually annoy people so no one really talks to me..heh heh....
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 2, 2005 12:51:33 GMT -5
I know I annoy people...but who cares...
The only people on my buddy list are Erin, Jessica, Jp, and Jasun....
Grand....
I heard the Peanuts heartbeat today...<3...
They think my sister may have diabetes...Great...
striiiiiiiiiiiiiings strings....
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 2, 2005 15:24:07 GMT -5
darn diabetes.....
my grandma had it. I think my other one does too. She has a lot of physical problems I can't even begin to name them all....
but I think my grandfather had it. I don't think my pa pa did though... but what I'm getting at is I think my father is next in line and then because I inherit so much from him. I might too. such a sucky thing....
A lot of people have diabetes...
oh wow... gasp...
your sister could be a vampire!...
ok I'll shut up...
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 2, 2005 17:01:20 GMT -5
It's not like the regular diabetes thou...It's the one you get from being pregnant....My mummy got it when she was pregnant with me....I don't think it stays around for long after the baby is born...Seeing as how my mummy doesn't have diabetes now...
I'm spring cleaning...Yeah so it's summer....Doesn't matter I need to get rid of some of my junk...Foohy..
So I'm off to continue the cleaning....too much junk I tell you!
<3...
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 2, 2005 17:52:37 GMT -5
so she might be a pregnant vampire?
loserific....
you're a late bloomer ha..
I clean and I clean but it just gets messy again.
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 2, 2005 19:19:32 GMT -5
Yeah but it's nice to know it's clean for a little while...
I just carried a trash bag out to the end of the drive way and that thing must have weighed atleast twenty pounds.....I was afraid that bag was going to rip and everything was going to fall out....
Must go back and clean!
I hope to be done soon...
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 3, 2005 11:40:40 GMT -5
Hey now you can come and clean my house!
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 3, 2005 11:43:40 GMT -5
wanta fanta don't you wanta wanta fanta?
no no no don't phunk with my heart... WTF?
my mom was like you should have invited bunny to come over last night. I was like ok.. lol I was thinking about asking you to come over but I have to clean things up first.......and I need some movies.
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Post by Pay No Mind on Jun 3, 2005 13:10:49 GMT -5
Ew Ew! No Black Eyed Peas in my journal! No I don't like them!
How come no one seems to be on when I am? I mean Jess was on last night but that is the only time so far that someone good has been on...Foohy...
I still have to finish my room...My closet is looking better....It was looking kind of scary before....
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Post by && We Will Become Silhouettes on Jun 3, 2005 20:11:10 GMT -5
aaaaaaaaargh
where's her address?
Where is it ? ! ? ! ?
There's gonna be a murder tonight...
I do not like talking upon deaf ears and hers are particularly stubborn...
If we're fugged you're to blame!
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